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I never think about any of this normally, and suddenly, it was all I had. I found myself panicking that my friends might discover what a bad keeper-in-touch I was (I mean in normal times, not only during COVID) that I often forgot their birthdays that I was not very good at organising catch-ups. Who have we lost? Can we make amends? Who do we really love?įor me, the pandemic did a curious thing to my thoughts about friends – because suddenly, thoughts were all I had. “And we don’t know yet how it’s going to end.” But as the lockdown/travel-ban/border-closure haze clears, and we stagger out into the light to survey the wreckage of our lives, the questions of friendship cannot be ignored. The pandemic, according to just about anybody who has ever researched anything in the field of human health and relationships, is “the biggest psychological experiment ever conducted”, as author and science journalist Lydia Denworth has put it. Will I die of COVID? Will I kill my loved ones before lockdown ends and be tried for murder? And if I do, who will visit me in jail? Which is really another way of saying: do I still have any friends? Since early 2020 and the beginning of COVID-19, there has come a moment in everyone’s life when they’ve wondered about the big issues.
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